good morning 🌟 lately (as in the last 3 weeks,) i’ve been waking up in the midst of a panic/anxiety attack and it’s taking all of me to push through it and continue with my days. i’d rather just stay in bed and ignore the world forever, but i have a life, responsibilities, and goals i want to achieve. it’s okay to have rough days, or a bad week. it’s okay to not feel okay for as long as it takes before i’ll feel even better & stronger than before. - - - - - #volomagazine#liveauthentic#studiophotography#fineartphotography#fineartmodel#yafmagazine#nextdoormodel#igpodium_portraits
good morning 🌟 today i’m focusing on letting things go. i have found that it is necessary to let things go; simply for the reason that they are heavy. i spend a lot of time holding onto things i wish were different, or that i wish i could change, or i wish would have never happened. & today i’m letting those things go because they are so heavy, they’re making me weak, and i deserve to be strong.
watch out for intellect, because it knows so much it knows nothing and leaves you hanging upside down, mouthing knowledge as your heart falls out of your mouth. watch out for games, the actor’s part, the speech planned, known, given, for they will give you away and you will stand like a naked little boy, pissing on your own child-bed. watch out for love, (unless it’s true, and every part of you says yes including the toes,) it will wrap you like a mummy, and your scream won’t be heard, and none of your running will run. love? be it a man. be it a woman. it must be a wave you want to glide in on, give your body to it, give your laugh to it, give, when the sand gradually takes you, your tears to the land. to love another is something like prayer and can’t be planned, you just fall into its arms because your belief undoes your disbelief.