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Sonja

my_theater_of_life

Sucking the marrow out of life. No stone unturned. Seattle, WA. Photos mine unless noted. Please credit repost. My dark art is at: @sonjas_darkness

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Getting real with ya’ll. ☠️☠️ . Ode to the Owed . . You banned me from life with this band. . You treated me like the sum of my parts was just some of my parts. . Your twisted desire was me resting in your arms after wresting control of me. . What you taught me every day was to keep my nerves taut. . To seek the moment I could use my sword. To once again be the free bird that soared. . I win. After 2,190 days, I left you in a daze. . Our 52,560 hours are no more. . . . #scaryaf #fuckobedience #fuckrepression #fuckabusers #empoweringwomen #strength #exposethesoul #healingthroughpoetry #chooseyourself #healingthroughwriting #writingistherapy #writing #freedominpoetry #poetry #feedthesoul #seattlewriter #poem #poems #igpoetry #igpoem #igwriters #poetess #write #writer #writing #poet #poetrycommunity #poetryisnotdead #worldthroughmyeyes #creative #darksouls
Not a day to attempt any sort of “perfection” (whatever the fuck that means). Just enjoying the salt air and freedom from my past. #choose #strongwomen #sweetnotsweet #introvertlife . . Top, Skirt & Jacket: @collectifclothing  Shoes: Bella Vita  #ootd #pinupstyle #pinup #pinupgirl #pinupfashion #retro #retrostyle #pinupgram #retrogirl #collectif #collectifclothing #modernpinup #vintagereproduction #rockabilly  #rockabillygirl #over40 #42 #over40style #pinupblogger #seattlestyle #wiw #seattlefashion #over40fashion #darkpinup #darksouls #crybaby
I got to spend some quality time with my favorite tree last night while the kiddos played a really weird made up game 😜. This tree is not the tallest or the most colorful in my yard, but she’s magnificent. Constantly changing in small ways and the sun filters through her with such beauty. She sets the energy in the front yard. She feels like a protector. . #mothernatureisbeautiful #gropenature #ilovemyyard #life #trees #natureislife #backyard #pugetsound  #seattle #happyaf #naturephotography #myyard #healingthroughnature #seattlephotographer #westcoast  #coast #coastal #pacificnorthwest #pnw #thatpnwlife #feedthesoul #treelove #outside #treehugger #happiestoutside
I have this song on repeat: “I'm gonna catch ya I'm gonna get ya, get ya Oh, ah, oh I wanna taste the way that you bleed, oh You're my kill of the night” Kill of the Night by Gin Wingmore ☠️ 🖤 Dress: @zoevineltd  Shoes: @marc.fisher  Jacket: @sam_edelman 🖤 #darksouls #ootd #pinupstyle #pinup #pinupgirl #pinupfashion #retro #pinupgram #retrogirl #zoevine #heels #modernpinup #vintagereproduction #rockabilly  #rockabillygirl #over40 #42 #over40style #pinupblogger #seattlestyle #wiw #seattlefashion #over40fashion #freetheboobies #seattle #rockabillystyle #pinupsofinstagram #retrostyle #pinupstyle #blue #pinuplife #retrostyle
. You pinned my left hand As my right grappled for the edge of the stars . We found synchronicity  With the motion of the expanding universe . When you released me  I’d already passed the event horizon . To be forever trapped Within the black hole of your wounded soul . But eternally grateful That I touched the stars . . . #scaryaf #exposethesoul #healingthroughpoetry #healingthroughwriting #writingistherapy #writing #freedominpoetry #poetry #feedthesoul #seattlewriter #poem #poems #igpoetry #igpoem #igwriters #cosmos #outerspace #passion #love #poetess #write #writer #writing #poet #poetrycommunity #poetryisnotdead #worldthroughmyeyes #creative #darksouls
My Viking warrior ancestry seeped out as I thought “Damn it I keep having to untangle my battle axes from my fur”. Swipe ➡️ ☠️ 🔪 ☠️ Btw ... no one, and I mean NO ONE, makes a shoe like @newrock. NO ONE. 🖤 Jumper: @misscandyflossofficial  Shoes: @newrock  Belt: @kreepsville666  #nofuckstogive #skull #happyaf #embraceyourinnerpower #misscandyfloss #kreepsville666 #newrock #newrockboots #ootd #pinup #darkpinup #psychobilly #psychobillygirl #rockabilly #rockabillygirl #over40 #42 #over40style #seattlestyle #wiw #girlswithtattoos #pnwlife #seattlefashion #legsfordays #cleavagefordays #allblackeverything #glamgoth #goth #metalhead #darksouls
“So close no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are And nothing else matters Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say And nothing else matters Trust I seek and I find in you Everyday for us something new Open mind for a different view And nothing else matters” -from Metallica’s Nothing Else Matters. ☠️ My mantra since it’s release in 1991. Forever my favorite band, all the feels. Swipe ➡️ ☠️☠️☠️ Skirt: @vixen_by_micheline_pitt  Shoes: Seven Dials Jean jacket: @guess  #waitingforthesun #darksouls #darkpinup #metallica #ootd #pinupstyle #pinup #pinupgirl #retrogirl #rockabillystyle  #vixenbymichelinepitt #vixenstyle #rockabilly  #rockabillygirl #psychobilly #psychobillygirl #over40 #42 #over40style #wiw #over40fashion #pinuplife #nofucksgiven #girlswithtattoos #goth #punk #metalhead #heavymetal #metal #bighair
Titled: “I’ll create my own damn view, thank you”. 🖤 Long. 🦇 I’ve always had a massive rebellious streak. It’s quite convenient that my need to please for the sake of conformity is finally aligned with my #nofucksgiven attitude. I don’t care. I’m a free-thinker. I’m a contrarian investor. Tell me I can’t and I’ll be sure to kick your ass while I do. I’m not going to blindly listen. I’ll smile sweetly  while I absorb information, but then you better believe I’m tearing down irrational arguments in my head before they’re even done being presented. Don’t mistake a sweet smile for apathy. Having no fucks to give can be isolating at times, but I choose that over the alternative. ☠️ I used to begrudge the fact I am female because I have many personality attributes typically (in my own experience, maybe not yours) praised in men and condoned in women. For instance I love my motorcycles and trucks. My preferred exercise is weight lifting. I go big or go home. I’ve worked my entire career in male dominated industries. I’m highly competitive in certain arenas. I have pretty dark taste. I wear my contractor hat as well as I wear my skirts. I thrive being in charge. I used to think I should have had a penis, but now I love the fact that all my juxtapositions make me different. And I love boobs so frankly I’m glad I have a pair. 😈 Why mention any of this? SOOO many women are desperate to be heard and not be stereotyped. To be accepted as they are. So here I am waving at all y’all. Speak up and do you. YOU BE YOU. Create your own damn view. 💪🏻 It has taken me years and exquisite pain to get here. Never going back. 🤜🏻 In the words of Rage Against The Machine “Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me”. 🧟‍♀️ #rebellious #rageagainstthemachine #freethinker #loveyourself #acceptance #selfacceptance #alwaysthinking #introvertlife #empoweringwomen #power #womenrock #youdoyou #beyourself #exposethesoul #worryless
While I may live in the perfect area for vampires, definitely not one. Enjoying the one tiny spot of sun in my yard while I patiently wait for this marine layer to burn off.  Swipe ➡️ 🦇 Top: @vixen_by_micheline_pitt  Shoes: @bornfootwear  Belt: @kreepsville666  #waitingforthesun #dracula #ootd #pinupstyle #pinup #pinupgirl #pinupfashion #casualsunday #pinupgram #retrogirl #rockabillystyle #pinupsofinstagram #vixenbymichelinepitt #vixenstyle #rockabilly  #rockabillygirl #psychobilly #psychobillygirl #over40 #42 #over40style #wiw #seattlefashion #over40fashion #pinuplife #nofucksgiven #girlswithtattoos #legs #bats #goth
I have a lot of sensory obsessions. Fluidity engages them all but smell. Visually it’s calming and engaging, I want to run my fingers within the ebb and flow and press it on my cheek to see if it’s warm or cold, I want to lick it and see if it tastes, I instantly hear the music that would flow within the pattern. Happy Sunday beautiful people. Engage your senses. ❤️ ❤️ If you like dark art and weird photography, visit me at @sonjas_darkness. 🖤 🖤 #fluidart #fluid #glass #patterns #sunday #pink #darksouls #lessismore #abstract #abstractphotography #abstractart #instadaily #photooftheday #experimental #simple #macro #macrophotography #olympus #minimalism #minimalist #abstractphoto #abstractart #colorful #contrast #light #lookcloser #instagood #instapic #senses
Swipe ➡️ When it feels like the rare jeans day I just go with it. Fav brand? Bad Girl Denim. But of course .... 😈😇😈😇 Top: AliExpress Jeans: @vixen_by_micheline_pitt (Bad Girl Denim) Shoes: Bella Vita #myversionofcasual #ootd #pinupstyle #pinup #pinupgirl #pinupfashion #retro #jeans #casualsaturday #pinupgram #retrogirl #vixenbymichelinepitt #vixenstyle #badgirl  #rockabilly  #rockabillygirl #psychobilly #over40 #42 #over40style #pinupblogger #seattlestyle #wiw #seattlefashion #over40fashion #freetheboobies #pinuplife #nofucksgiven #girlswithtattoos
One of my favorite things is snuggling with my kiddos in bed and watching cartoons on Sat mornings. The other little is still asleep in her bed...she is definitely not a morning person. This one wakes at the ass crack of dawn. Even at 4, they both know exactly who they are. ☀️ ☀️ ☀️ #momslife #kidlife #kidsareawesome #happysaturday #bringontheweekend  #family #familyphotography #twins #twinlife #momoftwins #love #happyaf #familylife #welcometomycircus #chaosallthetime #ilovebeingamom #kidsarehillarious #mom #bedselfie #saturday #lazymornings #nomakeup
Burlesque night! Bringing a jacket in case I catch a chill since this top is basically butterfly shaped sequins and string with no back....but hope I don’t need it 😉 Swipe ➡️. Top: @legavenue  Skirt: @vixen_by_micheline_pitt  Shoes: @betseyjohnson  Jacket: @collectifclothing  #vixenbymichelinepitt #vixenstyle #nofucksgiven #ootd #pinupstyle #pinup #pinupgirl #pinupfashion #psychobilly #burlesque #modernpinup #rockabilly #rockabillygirl #psychobilly #psychobillygirl #over40 #42 #over40style #pinupblogger #redlips #seattlestyle #wiw #wiwt #ootdsocialclub #cleavagefordays #sexy #allblackeverything #over40fashion #pinuplife #pinupgram #croptop
Matched my dress to the mysterious bruise on my eye socket....it’s healing but you’d think I’d remember getting popped in the eye. #momlife #partyon Swipe ➡️ 🌼 Dress: @pinupgirlclothing  Shoes: @guess  #happyaf #summer #embraceyourself #pinupgirlclothing  #ootd #pinupstyle #pinup #pinupgirl #modernpinup  #rockabillygirl  #nofuckstogive #psychobillygirl #over40 #42 #over40style #pinupblogger #seattlestyle #wiw #sexy #girlswithtattoos #cleavagefordays #pinuplife #sun #maxi #dress #yellow #instagood #tallgirls
“We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone.” -Orson Welles 🌹 🌹 🌹 For my dark art and photography, visit me at @sonjas_darkness. #orsonwelles #solitude #solitary #alone #artislife #seattle #seattleart #art #photo #streetphotography #darksouls #darkart #favorite #feedthesoul #healingthroughart #iloveart #love #artist #sidewalk #photography #thinking #introspection #love #friendship #loveismyreligion #introvert #introvertthoughts #deepthoughts #flowerphotography #urbanphotography
Ended up in a slightly princess-trapped-in-a-tower vibe with my outfit today. But this princess doesn’t need to be saved. #empoweringwomen #strongwomen #sweetnotsweet #loveyourselffirst #introvertlife #healthyrelationships . . Top: @bettiepageclothingofficial (sample item) Skirt: @collectifclothing  Shoes: @bornfootwear  #ootd #pinupstyle #pinup #pinupgirl #pinupfashion #retro #pinupgram #retrogirl #collectif #collectifclothing #modernpinup #vintagereproduction #rockabilly  #rockabillygirl #over40 #42 #over40style #pinupblogger #seattlestyle #wiw #seattlefashion #over40fashion #freetheboobies #seattle

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