It's in my nature to want to help people. I know how it feels to be judged unfairly, to be punished over and over for something that happened years ago. I try not to do that to people. "Treat others the way you want to be treated" is the motto I live by! It's also the reason I get into relationships with people who don't deserve or appreciate me. I feel like a failure for giving up on someone that's hurting me! Why do I keep doing this to myself?! • • • • • #introvert#introvertproblems#infj#infjproblems#intuitive#empath#hsp#oldsoul#walkingcontradiction
This is my story.... I found this company because I was struggling with postpartum depression and anxiety after having CT. I so badly wanted to be the mom laughing and playing and making memories. But, sadly I was the mom hiding and crying. I found the business after having a negative daycare experience and wanting nothing more than to stay home with my babies. I didn’t want to hear that they were crying all day. I didn’t want to leave them. I found ME in all of it. No matter how much I love being known as “Carson’s mom” or “Laurels mommy” I needed to be me and somewhere over the years I had lost that. So this trip is for me, but it’s also a lot about them. They make me want to be better. They are the reason I started and they are the reason I will never give up. 💕
I'm not good at listening to my intuition. I'm an over-thinker. I can't stop thinking about how weird it is that I have separate IG accounts for my business and my personal life (it's weird, it's totally weird, right?) Wouldn't things be simpler and easier with just one account? But then I have to remember to trust myself. I did this for a good reason - I want to feel free! Free to show up everyday and just be myself and share what I care about. And for now this works. Maybe someday I'll be brave enough and clever enough to mix it all together in a way that works. But for now this feels right. Just over-thinking out loud. 💜✌️
It’s been a rough weekend for or family. My father-in-law passed away very suddenly on Thursday and that’s why I’ve been a little quieter on here. He was a wonderful man and had a huge heart and I just pray so hard for the two people in this picture because losing a father is so very difficult and now my daughter will not know the true love her Papa Sam had for her. I don’t have any wise words, I just ask that you lift my family, especially my husband, up in prayer and maybe somewhere down the road we will see why God chose this path for all of us.
When your to do list is 7 miles long, your house is a hot mess, but you can’t seem to get out of bed...🤔 . . Taking this moment to do a quick mindset shift to get my booty in gear. I leave (super early) TOMORROW for a girls weekend with my coaching crew. I am SO excited but I wouldn’t be truthful if I didn’t tell you the stress and anxiety that comes with this. . . Often when I get stressed, I procrastinate, only adding to my stress. My hubs always tells me, “one thing at a time” so that’s how I’m going to start today. Laundry first! . . I am no girls girl. I’d rather stay in than go out. I’m pretty introverted overall. So these fun filled weekends can be A LOT. They drain me in a way but they also fill my cup so full, it’s worth it. I will be surrounded by similar, like minded, positive women who get this struggle. I’ll be surrounded by some of my best friends and by some gals who I only know virtually. This is terrifying in a way, but the best things come from outside of your comfort zone, right? . . So I challenge you today to start with one small task and to stretch your comfort zone just like I’m doing! I promise it’s worth it 💕 . . . . #travel#travelproblems#stressed#anxiety#professionalprocrastinator#procrastination#todolist#onethingatatime#stretchyourcomfortzone#outsideyourcomfortzone#comfortzone#cantgetoutofbed#girlsweekend#girlygirl#introvert#introvertproblems#girlstrip