Jika sebagian perempuan ingin bersanding dengan laki2 yang sudah sukses dan siap menikmati kesuksesannya tapi tidak dengan aku, karena aku ingin menemani laki yang meraih kesuksesan dan bisa menikmati kesuksesan itu sama-sama. Tapi jika ia sudah sukses, itu semua hadiah dari Tuhan agar selalu bersyukur atas apa yang di Tuhan berikan... . . . #keepfighting#foru#mylife#khosima
~PLEASE READ~ Today was an epic workout. 6×4 with 92,5kg in squats was EASY. Then I started to think back to all my years when I was really injured in my lower back and never thought that I would be good again and definitely not chasing my dream to compete in powerlifting. I remember when I was 17 years old and had so much pain in my lower back so I had to roll down from my bed, when I was 19 years old and had national test in school in mathematics and the only thing during that test I thought about was how much pain sitting on that chair gave me or how many times I had to say no to shopping with my friends (which in the long run gave me even more social anxiety too) because I couldn't go for several hours in a shopping centre because of my lower back. All the physiotherapists I went to never knew if I would be good again. And now I'm here stronger than ever and knowing that I some day will compete in World Cup in powerlifting and have that gold medal in my hand. I CAN FEEL IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN MYSELF SO MUCH. IF I DON'T BELIEVE IN MYSELF, WHO WILL?!