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My attitude lately. I've had so much going on for the last few weeks. Finally got some good news last week but still awaiting confirmation (no I am not pregnant πŸ‘ŽπŸ») so that lifted my mood slightly and killed all my worries and concerns. Now I'm just left with idiotic people in my life, messed up cycles (which are possibly starting to regulate??) And the pain in the backside task of ttc when you just want to stop everything.  Maybe we should stop ttc. It's too stressful.  But then I wont ever get another baby. I wont ever get our rainbow baby.  ARGH!!! I'm currently on CD29.....and from all ovulation symptoms 2 weeks ago, I should be due af tomorrow.....i don't feel pregnant. And I'm 99% sure that I'm not pregnant this month. Fertility testing starts as soon as af shows so at least if this isn't our month we should find out what's going on.  10 months post ectopic. 7 months ttc.  This S U C K S.  #ttc #ttcafterloss #ttcafterectopic #ectopic #ectopicpregnancy #cd29 #cycleday29 #thissucks #fertilitytesting #idioticpeople #notpregnant #losingthewilltolive
Beautiful day, absolutely roasting and I'm hunched over a laptop making lectures on crime stats. Feels like a punishment.  And still waiting on the CBD oil kicking in cos my shoulder is in absolute agony and so tight it's painful rubbing my capsaicin cream in. FML  #lectures #crime #stats #sunshine #losingthewilltolive #statsarebullshit #governmentbullshit #police
Tonight’s entertainment solely consisted of ironing 46 pieces of school uniform - for two children!!! #domesticgoddess #losingthewilltolive  #cinderfuckinrella #thankgodionlyhavetwokids
Dissertation is death... can't wait for this to all be over... #uni #dazedandconfused #tired #derby #losingthewilltolive
So my straightners have lost the will to live this morning. Dint thibk ive ever been more gutted about losing a piece of electronic. They have been amazing for more years than i can remember. :( gutted now i have to use shitty GHD's that rips half my hair out :( so long my beautiful babyliss haor straightners :( #lost #gunnabebald #losingthewilltolive
Should still be doing my dissertation.... #losingthewilltolive #relentless #selfieseemedmorefun #studentnurseproblems
Waiting for the tram....#yellowbustours #dreadfullylongwaits #soslow #losingthewilltolive @yellowbustours
I’ve been told I need to start posting again, so here I go. #readytodienowthanks #losingthewilltolive
I never post like this often and wasn't going to bother now because I know people are probably bored of hearing about it. But I'm always honest and Bad Mum represents the real bare face of parenting...so how can I not. After yet another meeting about Jake and being told it's all my fault he is the way he is, and screaming under water yet to be heard; I'm losing the fight in me now. How many times can you be told it's your fault or he is just a kid or it's because he can't speak properly or one of the million excuses they come up with, before you start to believe it yourself. Anyone going through this process will know it's so lonely, frustrating and how wrong it all is. On one hand I don't want to let Jake down and I want to keep fighting his corner, yet on the other you question your own sanity or have I got it all wrong?! Today I'm done. πŸ’›
This could also be the definition of sorting out GDPR compliance!
😀No pretty pic !!! Spent 4 hours with @apple yesterday ....all fixed , got home , not fixed !!! Back there again tomorrow ...... wish me luck ! πŸ€  #missmymobile#losingthewilltolive#backsoon#fingerscrossed
When this is your alarm for the morning and you currently live off of 4 hours sleep because a nearly 20,000 word dissertation won't write itself and university gets a laugh out of ruining your social life  #dissertation #university #gonnaneedcoffee #nosleepforthewicked #losingthewilltolive #nolife #help
It’s a grey day...#overtired #kidsdrivingmecrazy #losingthewilltolive #splittingheadache
So today I went through an incredibly useful but oh-so challenging experience whilst submitting my novel, #lifeisyours , to a particular literary agency.  Obvs, agents receive thousands of book submissions a year and need to read through them as quickly as they can. #timeismoney and all that . . .  Today I had to get a description of my novel down to ONE SENTENCE (that’s ten years of work, right there), then further info down to TWO SENTENCES. Then intended market squeezed into another TWO SENTENCES, leaving a generous THREE SENTENCES to describe l’il old me.  #exhausted #notmystrongsuit #losingthewilltolive #hadtobedone #hopeitsok #fingerscrossed #writerslife #lifeisyours
How is it only Thursday! #losingthewilltolive #comeonweekend #graduationmakeups #motherday
Trying to get him practising for sports day πŸ˜‚ its like trying to teach him to ride his bike @ryanbrown4854 πŸ˜‚ #sportsdaypractise #losingthewilltolive #funnyboy #lovehim #lazy #myboy

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