It is SO easy for me to get down on myself especially during this time in my life. When I’m nowhere close to where I want to be just yet and it’s not easy #plateau AF right now with my cut. And then I see this. Same dress entirely different girl. Much paler I know that’s what not spending hours day drinking in the sun will do to yah 😂 but also a much happier confident determined girl. I don’t hide behind the makeup or the jewelry or whatever anymore. I just show up and exist and be how i want to be. Change is good peeps, uncomfortable and tiresome but truly good and worth it in the end.