Be the Light... . . This is for a reminder for myself I guess. I'm feeling flat and emotionally removed from life and am not really 100% sure why. . . It could be the come down from the mental preparedness and physical training for the competition yesterday, it could be that I am not feeling as energised as I possibly should, it could be that I'm not passionate about my work at the moment, it could be a fear of how to make ends meet, it could be that I just want to immerse myself in my new direction of life and get on with it... . . Truth is, it is probably ALL of the above. Mixed with a whole dash of impatience and a few drop of frustration. . . All of this combined, leads to a soul who is operating from a lower vibration than they should be, who's light isn't as bright as it could be, who is procrastinating instead of taking action, and who is fumbling around wasting time in the dark. . . I realise that it is my responsibility to myself, and to the rest of the world, to shed all these feelings of darkness and to fuel my own flame, my own light, my own energy; to pick own self off the ground, dust off the hurt and place a few more logs on my own fire. . . I need to be my own light. To shine my own way forward. And perhaps in doing so, cast a bit of extra light for others to follow. Be The Light.
It has been my mission lately to try and prove to myself that 'anything is possible'. . . I have been the biggest unbeliever through my life of the Law of Attraction, in thoughts having weight and or energy, in being control of our own reality, or being able to decide what our life looks like... . . But, I am now being pulled in the direction of spirituality, spiritual awareness, a belief in the source, of lightwork, starseeds, humanitarian work, life mission and soul work. . . It is extending my understanding of life and its process, where I came from, why I feel so strongly that I don't belong here, but also why I am suddenly being dragged at a million miles an hour towards improving myself. . . I have chosen to start focusing on being, thinking and feeling positive, trusting the process and going with the flow that if I truly believe and 100% change my energies and start functioning at a higher vibration, that not only will I improve my own life, but I will also somehow improve the lives of those around me. . . So, yes, I am choosing to believe that anything is possible. That I can effect change in my life. That by starting with myself, I can one atom at a time, start effecting change in the rest of the world. And if there is a moment of chance that I can do this, then do it I must. . . Anything is possible if we start.